Lately I know I have been over working myself. I have been fitting absolutely everything I can within the 24 hour window given to me each day. Between workouts, meetings, school, family, personal time,eating,sleeping and friends I have definitely drained myself. I just haven't been able to say no. I guess it's because I think I am superwoman and I can save the world. I can't say though that I haven't been pulling it off but I think I've reached my breaking point. I haven't been using my weekends for rest but for staying out all hours of the night and hanging out. And then Sunday cram in about 3-6 hours of homework. During the week because I choose to workout no matter what I've been getting home late and been up till 11 almost 12 finishing things to get ready for the next day. I was pulling it off for the last four weeks about, but now I feel myself getting sick and overall tired. I hate having to pick and choose things but I think I have to. I have to cut out things that aren't necessary. Will I actually do it? Maybe just till I get better. This is one thing that I don't tend to live and learn about. I plan to do everything I can all the time. I would think I would learn by now that stress on my mind and body is not okay. But I haven't, maybe one day I will but as of now, I rather just keep going (as long as I can).
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