LIFE WITHOUT MY SUPPORT SYSTEM = NO LIFE AT ALL

It hard to imagine my life without my family and my friends. I would be lonely, quiet and distant from the world if I didn't have them. I enjoy spending time with the people I love most. Laughing, crying and even arguing all help me get by day after day. The constant " I love yous" and " I'm here for you" put a smile on my face. Being surround by my family and friends makes my heart beat fast with excitement and joy. Without them I'm not sure, no I am positive I wouldn't be the joyous person I am today. I call them my "personal support system" because they provide me with support: school, life, etc. I know I am extremely lucky to have them. And yes sometimes I take advantage of them but nonetheless I love them and glad they are in my life, because I know without them life would be unbearable, brutal and lonely.  Life without my support system is equivalent to no life at all.

Fast Food

I have a deep hate for fast food. Every time I think about the greasy burgers, the salty fries and frozen chicken patties I feel myself gag, literally. Fast food angers me. Every time I smell it and see it there is a deep roar in the pit of my stomach and fast beating of my heart. I didn't use to always feel this way. There was a time in my life where I enjoyed fast food. I lived moments when Mc Donalds and Taco Bell were my number one dinner choices. But as I grew older and my family became health consciouses and stopped eating fast food for  a month, the bite of the Big Mac was never the same. I am now addicted to home cooked meals, real meat, and fresh products. I am proud to say my body feels great and I am healthier than ever, and definitely happier. I have made exception though, to sub way and Wendy's "frosties". Every girl has a weakness. All in all, my deep hate for fast food is one of the best hates I will ever have.

Wonderful Fridays

It's wonderful because today is Friday! The word Friday eases my mind and when Friday finally approaches my body eases as well. I am looking forward to being able to sleep in, to do homework with no rush and enjoy myself at home or with my friends. Despite the Thursday we had off this week I am ecstatic for the Friday that is here today. I do enjoy school and being busy but there is nothing much that compares to being not busy and choosing what it is I want to do with every moment. My weekends are not ruled by schedules or meetings. My weekends are for me and that is exactly what I use them for. Today is wonderful because it's Friday. After Friday comes Saturday and after Saturday comes Sunday and that means I get to sleep in a spend time doing exactly what I want to do. Not necessarily what I have to do. Friday's are truly wonderful.

SEASONS

Fall is beautiful. The leaves fall and the burnt orange, red and yellows mix with the beauty of the surrounding atmosphere my heart drops and I inhale a deep breath. The trees become bare but the ground becomes full. When the sun shines but your breath still shows in the air it's a feeling that tends to cause my body to shiver.
Winter is beautiful. The snow covers the ground and prevents daily desires. It forces us to sit and be still or to bask in the nature that surrounds us. Winter is the time for hats and mittens, snow boots and hot chocolate. As winter approaches my body shivers as it does in the fall.
Spring is beautiful. The flowers bloom and the color of the earth returns. The warmth begins to creep into our homes and a layer of jackets gets removed. Spring brings the smell of warm rain . Spring brings the feeling of cozy insides.Spring makes my body shiver as does fall and winter.
Summer is beautiful. Summer brings the heat that allow us to feel accomplished. For many summer is a break from what they have been doing all year. Summer brings outdoor activities, sun and tans. Summer warms the earth and makes my body shiver as do fall, winter, and spring.

Today is Today, Not Yesterday

The only way I could mess up today would be by doing the same things I did yesterday. Everyday is a new day so I have to continue to remember that. Yesterday doesn't matter today because it was yesterday. If I live everyday as though it is brand new, I could accomplish so much more. Yesterdays spills, mistakes, and disappointments belong to yesterday for a reason and I should make reason to bring them into today. God gives me a new day on purpose and the only way I could mess that up is by doing the same things I did yesterday today. Yesterday is yesterday and today is today. I choose not to spread the germs and infestations of yesterday into this new pure white day ahead of me. I choose not to only not bring yesterday but neither the day before yesterday or the month before last into today. I will live every moment to the fullest realizing I have another chance to be better than the moment before. The only way I could mess up today is by doing the same things I did yesterday.

Poem !

I didn't think it would happen, but it did.
At first glance I wasn't sure, but I second glance I was for-sure you
You would be mine
Your face mirrored mine, same smile and lilted eyes
My hearts drops at every hug, my stomach flutters at every touch
I know it's cliche but I know I must say, I never thought I could feel this way.

JUST KEEP GOING

Lately I know I have been over working myself. I have been fitting absolutely everything I can within the 24 hour window given to me each day. Between workouts, meetings, school, family, personal time,eating,sleeping and friends I have definitely drained myself. I just haven't been able to say no. I guess it's because I think I am superwoman and I can save the world. I can't say though that I haven't been pulling it off but I think I've reached my breaking point. I haven't been using my weekends for rest but for staying out all hours of the night and hanging out. And then Sunday cram in about 3-6 hours of homework. During the week because I choose to workout no matter what I've been getting home late and been up till 11 almost 12 finishing things to get ready for the next day. I was pulling it off for the last four weeks about, but now I feel myself getting sick and overall tired. I hate having to pick and choose things but I think I have to. I have to cut out things that aren't necessary. Will I actually do it? Maybe just till I get better. This is one thing that I don't tend to live and learn about. I plan to do everything I can all the time. I would think I would learn by now that stress on my mind and body is not okay. But I haven't, maybe one day I will but as of now, I rather just keep going (as long as I can).